THe SHaDoW oF THe WiND ♥♥♥♥♥♥

After being beat by Neri, Daniel runs out the house,book in hand, and walks throught th pouring rain, a bum on the street, Fermin Romero de Torres, he claims to be a detective and helps to keep Daniel away from the rain. When the rain stops Daniel leaves, headed towards The cementary of forgotten books there, he meets up with Isaac the man in charge and Isaac takes him in. He tells Isaac what is happening and Isaac decides to talk to Daniel about Julian Carax, Daniel doesn't find out much more about what he already knows, however he does find out of someone that might be able to tell him more, Nuria, Isaac's daughter. Daniel then hides the book in the cementary and goes home. When he gets home he notices the gift his father had bought him was still sitting on the table nicely wrapped. He walks to it, opens it and realizes that it is the pen that he had begged his father for when he was younger. He smiles and goes off to bed.
How would you feel if you were Daniel, to open up the present and discover that it was the pen you had begged for before? Would you feel guilty for walking out on him in the first place?